Dan Witter was confident a Bachelor’s degree would help him pursue a career.
A survivor of layoffs and a recession that has crushed career hopes, the 43-year-old from Bellingham, WA, says his experiences have taught him an unsettling lesson: “I’m not convinced things will go back to the way they used to be.”
That means the days when a solid resume, good references and a B.A. meant something better than minimum wage.
Witter, working two jobs for more than 45 hours a week, just filed his taxes and concludes, “I didn’t clear $16,000.”
He says this with some amazement, as if he still can’t believe he’s back to retail after two years of unemployment, following a layoff.
“I’m disappointed that things aren’t working out the way they should,” he says. “I realize I’m living in a different world. It’s so sad to see this happen to our country.”
Witter says it’s not enough to be committed to a job, and work hard to get ahead.
“I work hard, I take pride in my work, I’m a detail-oriented person,” he says. “That doesn’t mean anything anymore. Everyone puts that on their resume.”
After applying for 300 jobs in the past two years, Witter was relieved to get a part-time job as custodian at his church, first at five hours weekly, then 10. That was followed by a full-time job as produce assistant in a new department at Target.
“At least I have medical,” he says. “Between two jobs, I can’t afford $700-a-month rent. I pay room and board to my parents, but I have this guilt trip — I’m supposed to be out on my own. I’m supposed to be supporting myself. I should be independent, yet here I am.”
He’s quiet for a moment and adds, “There are so many people worse off than me, who have lost everything.”
Witter joined the Occupy protests in Bellingham, and removed his savings from the Bank of America to protest the bank’s role in the recession.
“We hear about all these bailouts of Wall Street … so I stood outside the Bank of America (in Bellingham), to say, ‘you got bailouts and I lost my job’,” he recalls.
“A lot of the time I was out of work, I was angry. I just didn’t show it. I was really, really angry — I had nowhere to put the blame.”
When Witter was unemployed and lost his health insurance, he got injured and was advised to get surgery at a cost of almost $20,000.
“I was livid,” he says. “I was scared. “That would have wiped out all my savings.”
Witter sought opinions from two more doctors, who advised against surgery, so he still tries to add to his savings.
“There are so few making so much money in our country, and so many suffering,” he continues.
“It leaves you with a sense of helplessness. I don’t feel like I have a whole lot of power. There’s a certain acceptance of things — but I’m not giving up.”
Witter is writing a book about his church, Bellingham Unitarian Fellowship, as a way of channeling his writing skills.
“Writing gives me a sense of contentment,” he explains. “This a real, printed book — I can’t wait to get it in my hands.”
Witter leaves with a Mark Twain quotation he finds inspiring: “Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”
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